Wednesday, March 12, 2014

Infertility? and God's got a blessing

Today has been a great day, I dare not go to sleep without giving God the glory! I dont care how bad you may feel like things are going God will show up and show out.

First I got a call from my doctors office Monday afternoon and they said that there was no cancer found in the samples they took from my breast, talk about a relief. Woot Woot!! I was so happy to hear that, it was just one more thing to stop worrying about even though I knew God was in control. He always makes a way.  I think I will be increasing my healing prayers on that note.

Second I finally got a job after ten months of unemployment, guess who was praise dancing her way through? God is showing out! I said before that I was laid off last May from the elementary school I was at, well the principal has been trying to get me back forever, by the way it was out of his control. He finally called me last week to tell me to be expecting a call. To make a long story short, I got a call from human resources about a position at the school, I didnt even have to interciew or wait for the job to post. Yesterday I went to the school board for fingerprinting, turned in my transcript and now I am officially back at the school. The best thing about it, at first I was a teacher assistant and now I will be working in the office as a Medical Records clerk. Praise break! So monday morning I will be a working chick again. Its kind of bittersweet and I will surely miss my 2pm naps on the couch. Now I will be looking for coffee at that time.
Now on to my third blessing I am waiting on. my husband and I have been trying to get pregnant since November with no such luck, Jesus take the wheel, cause I am trying to have the patience of Job.  This may be TMI but it may help someone. Been on "the pill" for 12 years with three pregnancy breaks in between: 11 year old, 8 year old, and one miscarriage 2 years ago. We tried for four months after the miscarriage with no success and the pressure was too overwhelming that I decided to stop. So this past November I felt like I could try again and plus I decided that I did not want another December baby, yes another cause both my girls are December. Actually they are 3 years and one week apart, yeah I have no idea that happened. Anyways, I decided I did not want that and that I did not want to be when I turned 35 nest January.  Baby...I had it calculated and everything,  but of course God always has the last say so. Fast forward to now and still not pregnant...yet.  I went to my new OB middle January after 43 days of my cycle not coming on then when it did it lasted 15 days, WTH. I needed the bleeding to stop, how was that even possible and why had I not fallen out yet from blood loss and low iron? Oh, and mind you my last cycle was the beginning of December so I was way past. OB started me on Progesterone pills for ten days, while that didn't help 100% in made it way more manageable. I thought it would stop it all the way but it didn't and  right after stopping  those I started bleeding, now I am thinking that was a period because by day five it was off just like that (finger snap).  I was informed to start OPK(ovulation prediction kit) and to take my temperature every morning, which is now getting old but I am pushing through so I can see the promised land. Never once did I think it would take all this to get preggers because before my husband could look at me and i would be. Now its just enjoyable work, hee hee. Well, making this short:I had progesterone checked after getting a positive OPK test and it is lowww, which means I am probably not ovulating on top of that I may have PCOS which stands for polycystic ovarian syndrome.  PCOS is the build up of cysts in the ovaries from eggs that didn't rupture, this is a whole post on its own and would surely explain alot of things that have been going on with me . So I am to start Clomid, to help me ovulate, tomorrow, the third day of my period. YES it did come on, I was terrified it was going to do like last time. Never been so excited to see a period in my life. So now we are praying that this is going to be the month which means another December baby, Lord just make it a boy. He sure has a sense of humor. Thay just goes to show that our ways are not our decisions, I can hear God laughing at my thoughts and ideas now and probably thinking " I got this."
I know this is probably the longest post in the world but I had to play catch up so I can get to where I am now, which is sleepy, lol.

Now to Him who is able to do exceedingly and abundantly above all that we could ask or think according to the power that worketh in us. Ephesians 3:20

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